Today

Today has been darkened by a relentless stream of tears. Panic and fear grip my chest until I can barely breathe.

My mind is tangled with unwanted thoughts. The need for escape from it is physically painful. Solitude and loneliness are my only constant companions.

My stomach churns, revolted by the acts and agendas of human beings,  people who are linked to me in a chain I desperately want to break.

I’m searching for comfort but find none. Longing for understanding, empathy or even a tiny glimpse of humanity.

There is none.

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About Eli's Mommy

I am a mother and a kitty cat lover. I'm a little girlie and a lot geeky. I would do anything in the world for my children. I've been described with many words, ranging from compassionate to mysterious. I suppose I am a complex person, an old soul from my birth. There is a depth to me that no one has ever come close to experiencing, and probably never will. I wanted so much to become a nurse. I've always wanted to help others. Unfortunately, my life took a very different path. I have a lot of health issues which have left me disabled. That won't stop me from helping other people whenever and however possible. Please, please follow me. You won't be disappointed, I promise! View all posts by Eli's Mommy

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