I want to cry, but the tears won’t come out. The medication only helps the physical pain , but it doesn’t take away the pain in my heart and in my soul , the very essence of my being.
It wasn’t supposed to be this way… I always knew I was destined for greatness… only it never happened.
Now the thought of my future self doesn’t include anything remarkable, anything that will make a huge impact on the world, vast numbers of lives…
Could I have changed the outcome? Maybe. Every decision we make, even the most minute of choices such as answering a phone call or not, leads us down the path of our lives… decides which roads we will blindly take.
There are no maps or GPS units for the roads of life. Each of us are walking into uncharted territory each day, though we don’t even realize it.
Has my ship sailed? Did I miss it? Did I even have one in the first place?