Some of you have been immensely kind with your concern and curiosity of my well-being since my April 3rd post.
If you have no idea what I’m talking about, you can read that post here or find something more interesting to read 😉
I’m starting to feel again. Feel what? I’m not entirely sure, but for a little bit I was just… numb. So feeling anything could be called progress I suppose.
I have the desire to write again, though I can’t promise the quality of my writing. Or that I’ll have anything interesting to write. But I want to try. That counts for something, right?
I’m learning things about myself that I never knew. The realization that I never really knew who I was… I can’t even describe what that feels like.
I’m spending time on the important things in life, when I’m able to.
I don’t think I have much else to say for now other than I’m still alive. One more thing though-
I know it’s hard to see when you are in the moment of your own life, but try to take a step back and look at the big picture.
Are you making a big deal about things that you won’t even remember next week?
Are you living your life or are you just being complacent?
Do your loved ones know how you feel about them?
Are you making the most of what really matterss?
Those are questions I wish I had asked myself more, questions that I’m trying to ask myself every day now… because maybe it isn’t too late, even though, for me it feels like it.
I didn’t mean for this post to turn in the direction it did, but maybe it was meant to help someone see a little more clearly in their life what I couldn’t see in my own.
In a split second, everything you’ve ever known can be taken away. Don’t take what you have for granted.